Chapter 1.
âMy niece Stephanie is coming to stay with us for a few months.â
That was the first time Megan had heard of Mamm Gretchenâs Englisch niece in over two years and that was most likely because Stephanie's father was an outcast. Her father was Gretchen's brother, who had left the Amish when he was a teenager and had never returned.Â
âWhy is she coming?â It was a perfectly simple question and Megan expected the answer to be just as simple.
âJust because,â was the answer her foster mother, Gretchen Graber, gave her.
Simple, Megan thought, but entirely uninformative.
Megan was one of the two remaining foster children at the Grabers, since the third, Elizabeth, had recently gotten married.Â
âWell, whenâs she coming?â Surely Mamm Gretchen would tell her that much.
âToday.â
âSo soon?â
Her foster mother nodded and her lips remained closed.
âArenât you going to tell me why sheâs coming here?âÂ
Momentarily ignoring Meganâs question, Gretchen looked around the corner of the kitchen into the living room. When Megan peeped around too, she saw that Gretchen was looking at her husband who was reading The Bulletin, an Amish newspaper.Â
Gretchen ushered Megan to the back of the kitchen and whispered in her ear, âSheâs gotten into a lot of trouble and Tom thinks she needs time with the community to sort her life out.â
Megan searched Gretchenâs face. âWhat kind of trouble?â
Gretchen shook her head so hard that her bottom lip wobbled. âNever mind about that.â
âI wonât tell anyone.â Megan knew, with just a little encouragement Gretchen would reveal all.
âWell, youâll have to pretend you donât know.â Gretchen eyed her skeptically.
âOf course. I wonât tell anyone anything. Iâll pretend I donât know a thingânot one thing.â
âShe was involved in stealing a large sum of money. The court let her go since it was her first offense, and it helped that Tom told the officials he would have her come here for a time.â
Megan tapped a finger on her chin. She figured Gretchenâs brother, Tom, did not think that the stay in the Amish community would do her good, but rather, the court might have enforced her stay. As always, Meganâs thoughts wandered to Brandon. Megan wondered what Stephanie might steal of hers. It didnât really matter as long as she did not take Brandon. Megan smiled knowing no one would be able to steal him. Anyway, he wasnât even hersânot yet.
âWhy are you smiling? Are you looking forward to having another girl in the haus since Elizabethâs gone?â
âJah, thatâs it. Itâll be nice having another girl around especially with Tara at work most days and spending the rest of her time with Caleb.â
âYou must be on your best behavior while sheâs here. Understood?â
Megan nodded, a little offended at Mamm Gretchen thinking that she was ever on anything less than her best behavior.Â
That afternoon a car pulled up outside the house and then Tom and Stephanie stepped out. Megan watched them out the kitchen window. Stephanie was still beautiful; it didnât take Megan long to notice that. She was fancy and wore fancy clothes and makeup. Megan had to wonder if sheâd still look that good with the makeup scrubbed off and dressed in plain Amish clothing.Â
Mamm Gretchen walked into the house carrying Stephanieâs small suitcase while Dat William and Tom spoke to each other at Tomâs car. Â
âStephanie.â Megan walked over to Stephanie and gave her a hug, as soon as she walked into the house.
âHi, Megan.âÂ
Stephanie seemed much quieter than Megan remembered. Maybe she was embarrassed at being shuffled away somewhere, hidden amongst their Amish community. Or, maybe she was ashamed over her wrongdoing and humiliated that sheâd been arrested.
William came inside after Tom had driven away. âNice to have you here, Stephanie. You can stay as long as you like.â
âThank you, Uncle William.â
Stephanie sounded so sweet that Megan wondered if she was innocent of the crime sheâd been accused of. She couldnât wait to get Stephanie alone to find out exactly what had gone on.
William said to Gretchen, âIâve just got a few errands to run and then Iâve got work waiting down the end of the farm.â
Gretchen nodded, not saying a word to her husband, and as William walked out the door, her attention turned to Stephanieâs clothes. âWeâll have to find you something suitable to wear.â
By âweâ Megan knew that Gretchen meant that sheâd have to do it. âCome with me, Stephanie,â Megan said before Gretchen had the time to ask. âWeâve plenty of dresses upstairs.â Megan picked up Stephanieâs suitcase and Stephanie followed her up the stairs.Â
Megan walked into Elizabethâs old room. âYou'll be staying in this room.âÂ
âI stayed in this room with Elizabeth last time I was here. I heard she got married just recently.â
âShe did.â Megan pointed to some dresses hanging on the clothes pegs. âTheyâre freshly washed and they should fit you.â
Stephanie pulled a face. âDo I really have to wear one of them?â
Megan smiled. âI would if I were you. You know how strict Gretchen and William are. If they ask you to do something, itâs a lot easier to do it the first time âround. Theyâll always win in the end.â Megan passed a yellow dress to Stephanie.
Stephanie took it and held it out at armâs length. âYouâve got to be kidding me.â
Megan giggled. âYouâll have to get used to it. Donât worry; everyone wears the same, so it doesnât really matter.â Megan studied Stephanieâs heavily made up face. âAnd, sooner or later, Gretchen will ask you to wash your face.â
âOh yeah, the makeup?â
Megan nodded.
âIt just gets worse.â Stephanie rubbed her head.
Megan sat on the bed. âSo what did you do that was so bad?â
With dress in hand, Stephanie sat next to her. âI guess I just got mixed up with some bad people. I thought they were my friends, but when they got questioned it seemed they all blamed me, or one of them did at least.â
Megan wondered if anyone was really âbad.â Now it appeared that Stephanie carried that label just because of one mistake. âIs Gretchen supposed to straighten you out?â
âI guess so.â Stephanie threw herself back on the bed and stared up at the ceiling. âWhatâs there to do around here?â
âChores. Nothingâs changed since you were here last.â
âI thought so.â
Megan was glad that Stephanie was easy to speak with. Sheâd have a friend while she was staying there. Â
âMegan, why are you here? How did you come to be here?â
âWellâŠâ
âYou donât have to tell me if you donât want to.â
âItâs okay. I donât mind talking about it. My father died when I was a baby and my mother got very sick and had to give me up. There was no one to look after either of us. No family at all. I donât know what became of my mother after that, but she never came looking for me. My best guess is that she died.âÂ
âIâm sorry, Megan. Where did you go when you were a baby? I know youâve only been with Gretchen and William for a few years.â
âI went from foster home to foster home. I was a sickly child. I don't remember that part, but that's what Iâve been told. Some of the places I lived in werenât the best. I love it here. This is the only home Iâve ever truly had.â
âI guess I should be grateful for my parents. Mostly Iâm just annoyed with them. Now down to the important things. Are there any men around?â
âThere are a few who have started visiting recently, but none that I really like. They mostly end up talking to Gretchen. I find it hard to know what to say to them.âÂ
âI was talking about for myself.â Stephanie giggled. âAnyway, why do you let them talk to Gretchen when they come here?â
"I just don't know what to say."
âI get like that too sometimes. Where can we go to find some men?âÂ
âYou want to see Amish men?â
Stephanie nodded.Â
âAmish men wouldnât be allowed to date Englisch girls.âÂ
Stephanie smiled widely and tossed the dress in the air. âWell, they wonât know because Iâll be wearing this.â She caught the dress and held it toward Megan who ignored her comments.
On the one hand, she did not want Stephanie to lead any Amish boys astray. On the other, it might be good for her to have an Amish boyfriend to steer her in the right direction. âIâll find you some boots that should fit you.âÂ
When Megan came back into Stephanieâs room, she had two pairs of boots in her hands. âHere, Iâve found these. Theyâre slightly different sizes, so one pair should fit. Iâll go down and see if Mamm needs any help with dinner. Come to the kitchen when youâre ready.â
âThanks, Megan.â
Here I am, stuck in this place as if Iâm in a time warp, Stephanie thought. I donât even have my cell or my computer.Â
Looking around at the bleak room, she pulled a face. Apart from the blue and green quilt on the bed, the room was entirely a bland shade of gray. Nothing was in the room that didnât have a purpose. There were no ornaments, no paintings or posters on the wallsânothing, not so much as a mirror. A bed, a dresser, and a nightstand were all the furniture in the room. She flung herself back and looked up at the ceiling again.Â
Okay. The bedâs comfortable. I suppose thatâs something.Â
Stephanie got off the bed and when she pulled the plain gray curtains apart to look out the window, she saw nothing but farmland for miles. The snow had melted away and the low afternoon sun shining through the leafless branches of the trees created shafts of light beyond the barn. It was a pretty sight, but Stephanie wouldâve preferred to be closer to the action. And that meant near a coffee shop.Â
Looking out to nothingness in the faraway fields, she thought, Where am I going to get my double caramel lattes from? She was a city girl at heart.
There wasnât a coffee shop within miles. At home where she lived with her parents, the local coffee shop was a short walk. There sheâd meet up with her friends every day. When sheâd been living away from home recently, sheâd been living above a store in the middle of town and had her choice of cafĂ©s.Â
âNow Iâm here in the middle of nowhere!â she mumbled to herself.
She wondered what kind of coffee they served in jail. Most likely instant coffee. Yuck! Her mood worsened when she suddenly realized tomorrow was Sunday.Â
With my luck, itâll be the second Sunday, the Sunday that their church gathering falls.Â
Stephanie had attended a Sunday meeting when she had stayed with them last time. What stood out in her mind was that the wooden bench seats were hard, and that the men and women sat on different sides of the room. Perhaps she might see Jared Weaver again, unless heâd moved away, or worse, she might learn that he had gotten married.Â
The only good thing about the Amish church meetings was all the food there was when the service was over. Now that she was watching her figure, she was trying to be less interested in food, but who would notice a few more pounds under the horrid dresses sheâd be wearing for the next few months?Â
Stephanie let go of the curtains and they fell closed, causing the room to once again become gloomy and darkened. She slipped off her jeans and tee shirt and pulled on the purple Amish dress instead of the yellow one Megan had handed to her, and then the traditional black stockings. Lastly, she pushed her feet into one of the pairs of black lace-up boots that Megan had brought to her. She hoped that they would not make her wear a prayer kapp like all the other women did since she wasnât really Amish. Stephanie went down to join her aunt and Megan in the kitchen.
* * *
As Stephanie helped Megan and Aunt Gretchen in the kitchen, Gretchen handed her cutlery to set the table. As she laid it out, she said, âI thought you said Tara wasnât coming home for dinner?â
âSheâs not,â Megan answered.
âSo, I only set⊠Let me see. Thereâs us three and Uncle William, so thatâs four of us for dinner and youâve given me five of everything.â
âThatâs right. Weâve got a farm hand who eats with us. He sleeps in a room off from the barn,â Megan said.
âHeâs a nice young man. His nameâs Jared Weaver,â Gretchen said as she got the dinner plates out of the cupboard.Â
Stephanie froze, clutching the cutlery in her hand. âJared Weaver?â
Gretchen looked up. âJah. Do you know him?â
âUm. I might remember him from last time I was here. Or maybe not, maybe the name just sounded familiar.â She carried on with setting the table, trying to stop herself from smiling too much. Maybe her stay here wouldnât be so bad after all. He canât be married, not if heâs staying in a room off from the barn. There was no mention of a wife.
Darkness fell and William and Jared came home. William walked in the door first and then Jared walked into the kitchen. He was every bit as nice-looking as Stephanie remembered him. His hair was thick and dark, with eyes an unusual shade of dark hazel.
âHello, Stephanie.â
He remembered my name! âHello, Jared.â
âYou two know each other?â Uncle William asked looking directly at Stephanie.
âWe met a couple of years ago,â Jared said, smiling at Stephanie.
After theyâd taken their seats around the dining table, they closed their eyes to give their silent thanks for the food set before them.Â
Megan opened one eye and saw that Stephanie had her eyes closed too.Â
Once they were finished with their prayers, William said, âSo weâve got the gathering tomorrow, Stephanie.â
Stephanie nodded smiling all the while. Megan noticed Stephanieâs gaze kept veering toward Jared.
William continued, âYou donât have to go if youâd rather stay here.â
Megan could not believe what heâd just said, and she stared at him in disbelief. Why was he letting Stephanie off going to the meeting? Didnât she have to live as one of them while she was there? Otherwise, what was the point? Last time she was there Stephanie had to go to all their Amish events including the meetings.
âNo thatâs all right. Iâd like to go,â Stephanie said.
Megan then transferred her open-mouthed stare toward Stephanie until her foster mother tapped her foot under the table.Â
âYou would really like to go?â Megan asked Stephanie, figuring it might have something to do with Jared.
Stephanie nodded while she spooned food onto her plate from one of the bowls in the center of the table.
The dinner was spent in awkward silence. No one could ask Stephanie what sheâd been up to, or about school because sheâd dropped out.Â
âWeâve got bees now, Stephanie.â Megan interrupted the silence with her statement.
Jared laughed. âYou and your bees, Megan.â
âDonât laugh, Jared. Theyâre very interesting.â
âAs long as they keep away from me and donât bite me, I suppose theyâre okay,â Jared said.
âTheyâve never stung you yet, have they?âÂ
âNee, they must be friendly bees.â
âYou wonât mind so much when youâre putting their honey on your bread.â
âThatâs true,â Jared said.Â
Stephanie turned to Megan. âSo you keep bees, with a queen bee, a hive and everything?â
Megan nodded enthusiastically. âIâve got a few hives, in fact, and in the summertime, the man who gave them to me said Iâd get enough honey to sell. Weâll have more than we can eat. I can show you the hives tomorrow.â
William coughed loudly.
Glancing at Williamâs stern face, Megan corrected herself. âWell, tomorrow after the meeting we might have some time. That is if we donât stay on for the young peopleâs singing.â
âIâd like that. Iâve never seen bees' hives before.â Stephanie shoveled mashed potato onto her fork.Â
That night, Megan sat up sewing and wondering what man in the community would be a suitable match for Stephanie. Surely if Stephanie became a part of their community, sheâd keep out of trouble. And what better way of doing that than to find her a suitable man? She would keep close to Stephanie tomorrow, and then she would test her matchmaking skills.